More and more in my life I am seeing how often I let fear win out. It's scary how often I choose fear, even scarier how fear has become an innate response before I even know what's happened. Fear has been my friend for so many years now; a near enough friend that I have a literally have a small demonesque vision of him (Fear) in my head and heart. Crazy? no. Creepy? yep.
Living life where trust is a natural response is what I yearn for and work. Learning to do different is a long, slow process and I often wish for the struggle to stop and for trust to overwhelm and take such a strong hold that there is NO room left for my old comfy friend Fear. I am coming to realize that I may e